vivien

Way back into love

Taken from music and lyrics movie

[Haley]
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

[Hugh]
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

[Haley & Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

[Haley]
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

[Hugh]
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

[Haley & Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

[Haley]
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Haley & Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

i love this song…

my kids,

duh..kalo ngomongin ga ada habisnya..^_^ anak2..yang bikin setiap hari kayak di recharge lagi semangatnya..hmm..i feel this is a blessing for me when accepted this opportunity ..

every single day, each day i learn many things for them. ya, memang, i’m their teacher, tapii..many things saya harus banyak belajar dari mereka. Sampe terharu kadang..hiks..begitu polos dan innocentnya makhluk-makhluk mungil itu. As an adult, sorang manusia yang (katanya) "mature"..saya ngerasa masih banyak kurangnya dibanding mereka, terutama dalam hal memaafkan, ikhlas dan tidak menyimpan dendam..

Anak saya, my kids teach me that thing. Pagi ini, saya terharuuu banget guys. I have one special kids. Namanya farhan. Anak itu, very very active..mostly di setiap pelajaran, saya harus punya energi ekstra buat nge handle satu anak itu. Well, kadang saya hukum..bukan kadang c, sering…hihihi..^_^ tapi mandatory di sekolah ini, phisically punishment, not allowed. Tiap anak punya rewards bentuknya bintang kertas, dan setiap punishment, bintang itu dicabut, dan finally bintangnya abis kaaan kalo di hukum bu guru terus…malu deh kalo dah gitu to?hehehe..

farhan salah satu yang paling sering bintangnya dicabut, duduk sebelah saya, atu saya dudukkan di kursi saya, hehe..kalo udah hopeless..^_^

Pagi ini,..saya terharu…ketika mobil saya lewat, farhan dan mamanya parkir dekat mobil saya. Dengan happynya anak itu berlar-lari ke mobil saya, sambil manggil "bu nitaaa.." he waiting for me sampe saya keluar, kiss my hand and said assalamualaykum, bring my bag..Ya Rabb..anak2..jadi terharu. Bayangin ga sih apa mau orang dewasa begitu..ikhlasnya..ga ada dendamnya… Kalo boss  atau colleague hurt atau giving a punishment yang ada dongkoool, nyeseeek…hehehe.Tapi, anak2?hmm..they are a little angel.hiks..jadi ngerasa bersalah,..maybe i must try another method to win his heart, supaya became a discipline student..^_^

Guys, baru nyadar, saya memang their teacher, i have aterritory to teach them well..tapi sebenernya they are "the real teacher" yang teach me many things..alhamdulillah..

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L.O.V.E is….

What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that’s left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don’t hold back it’s okay to cry love hurts sometimes ….